Today I sit here humble before the Lord as I knew life to be very different one year ago ..TEARS stream my face with mixed emotions of gratitude,blessings, answered prayers, at the thoughts of just where we were 1yr ago each day and night watching her struggle using her entire body shifting in opposite directions with each agnal sounding breath in waiting what felt like forever for her to exhale attempting to sleep uprightin my arms in a chair with lamp on, stimulating her all night long trusting in God she was in His hands, no doctors to care for her, no where to go..just sit watch and wait night after night praying trusting Gods timeline and plans. Today and the past few months has been a lifestyle change and acceptance of many blessings throughout.At night i catch myself sneaking a peek and a listen with a soft grateful smile upon my face thanking The Lord not one sound is heard but just peaceful effortless breaths..... One year ago my sweet girl was barely breathing yet alone growing and thriving like other active girls her age or participating in activities to her capability yet still reaching and showing us her unstoppable Em.He has covered us in His love and Grace and embraced us to bring Her and us to a remarkable place.. all victories won no regrets to Glorify Him please take a moment and surrender whatever it is you are holding onto and allow him to lead you in the same manner that i was able to let go Let God.... complete trust FREEFAll in Faith! You'll never be the same
Today I sit here humble before the Lord as I knew life to be very different one year ago ..TEARS stream my face with mixed emotions of gratitude,blessings, answered prayers, at the thoughts of just where we were 1yr ago each day and night watching her struggle using her entire body shifting in opposite directions with each agnal sounding breath in waiting what felt like forever for her to exhale attempting to sleep uprightin my arms in a chair with lamp on, stimulating her all night long trusting in God she was in His hands, no doctors to care for her, no where to go..just sit watch and wait night after night praying trusting Gods timeline and plans. Today and the past few months has been a lifestyle change and acceptance of many blessings throughout.At night i catch myself sneaking a peek and a listen with a soft grateful smile upon my face thanking The Lord not one sound is heard but just peaceful effortless breaths..... One year ago my sweet girl was barely breathing yet alone growing and thriving like other active girls her age or participating in activities to her capability yet still reaching and showing us her unstoppable Em.He has covered us in His love and Grace and embraced us to bring Her and us to a remarkable place.. all victories won no regrets to Glorify Him please take a moment and surrender whatever it is you are holding onto and allow him to lead you in the same manner that i was able to let go Let God.... complete trust FREEFAll in Faith! You'll never be the same
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